Another Untitled Story

Posted on 2017 June 14, Wednesday by sakuradroplet

A/n. A quick OS inspired by real time experience.

Letters (post-Muffin)

Posted on 2017 March 28, Tuesday by sakuradroplet

To: My silly princess

From: Kumi-chan

How have you been? D’you still have trouble falling asleep? Do you still watch that show you used to love? How’s the weather there?

Here it’s raining, and it’s inevitably making me miss those days we used to spend together in your apartment watching movies till late. D’you still remember? We made popcorn and even if you didn’t like the sweet ones that much, you still made the candy popcorn for me.
I clearly remember how foolish I looked because I wanted to eat popcorn without letting you go, ended up making a mess, pouting and upset for my failure and you laughed hard but still, I couldn’t let you go, so you ended up feedin me like a spoiled brat I was.

Something I never told you is that I didn’t really care about the movie, all I wanted is to have you in my arms. It also made me realize I acted differently depending on what kind of movie we were watching.

If it was an action movie, I always ended up thinking of what would I do to keep you by my side.

If it was a horror movie, even though I didn’t like them, they were the perfect excuse to get closer to you and besides, for me the most scary thing was losing you.

If it was a romantic movie, I usually lost myself remembering the first time we met. Do you remember? I was looking for Muffin who ran away and he guided me to you. Or the time you confessed to me when it was supposed to be me doing it first…

Comedy movie…. Do I have to remind you of all the silly stuff we used to do? I have to be honest, I love your laugh, your smile and how your eyes shine. So I didn’t care if I was a big fool as long as I could see that smile.

And drama … I’ll never forget the day I told you I was moving away….the sadness in your eyes and how I made you cry… I’m sorry about that.

All those movies we saw, I miss those days the most and now I’m on the other side of the world.

Anyway. How is your relationship with Manatsu? I bet it’s all going well. And I also bet that she’s falling hard for you. If you marry her, will you invite me to the wedding?? But maybe that’s to much to ask after I ran away.

I also wanted to apologize for my last visit to Japan, actually, to Nagoya. You know, for a second I forgot you were in a relationship, thank god a random phone call from my coworker stopped me from being stupid…or things could’ve went further to a point of no return..

It’s just that I missed you so much…

It’s late here now, so I should go sleep, tomorrow I have work.

I miss your gentle voice and that creepy but cute laughter, the way your eyes sparkle when you see your favorite food, or the way your skin feels against mine when we cuddle…

I should go.

Have a great day, Rena.

With love,

Kumi.

To: My silly princess

From: Kumi-chan

How are you? Were you dreaming of me today? Cuz I spent half of my day sneezing.

I got out of the office late and, what a surprise, is raining again. I’m walking back home, I’m lucky to live close by. Rain always reminds me of you, so I started playing under the rain as we used to, just alone and then I remembered THAT date.

D’you remember our first date? It was Sunday, both of us had the day off and decided to spend it together at the mall. I won’t ever forget that endless talk in that cute coffee shop. It still amazes me how we started talking about cakes and it went all the way from talking about that idol group you like so much, to that actor with great abs, going to global warming and your warm blanket, to my childhood teddy bear and the newest games, finally ending on me saying “anyway I prefer chocolate cake” hahaha it was too random but it was always so fun to talk to you.

After what it seemed like hours, we went to play at the arcade. I’m sorry I was so distracted by the games. but you know, I watched you pout whenever you didn’t get enough attention, it was so cute that I did it on purpose a few times.

That day, it started raining just like today, we were walking holding hands. I didn’t mind the rain, I was too happy to care about my wet shoes or the water soaking my hair. I was just smiling like a fool.

Have you forgotten our first kiss? It was that day. You know I don’t like PDA, but that day I couldn’t hold back anymore, you were just perfect under the rain. It was slow and I made sure to put all my love, I just wanted you to know that you were my only one. I just felt I needed no words as long as I could prove to you my love.

It’s funny.. Back then I was the quiet one and you would always speak your mind. It’s not that I had nothing to say, is just that I’m not good at speaking out my feelings, and that was the reason that drew us apart.

God, I’m so horrible at talking about my emotions that I couldn’t even tell you I was flying right away that night after our fight. I just said “I got a great job opportunity, I’m moving away”. I knew you wouldn’t stop me. Because even if you tried, you know me well, it would be useless, at the end I would just to things my way.

I’m not the type that talks about feelings because for me it’s confusing to understand it all and it scares me. But I guess at some point pouring my all into a kiss, a touch or a simple smile is not enough. You needed to hear it from my lips. I never quite understood that till now. After that time in my flat when we both said “I love you” to each other, not even once I repeated those words again, getting more and more scared of how they might affect me as a person. It took me going miles away and seeing you with someone else to understand the importance of talking it out.

I’m an idiot right? Missing you and remembering everything about you when I’m the one that walked away.

Are you eating well? I hope Manatsu treats you to melonpans or spicy curry rice. Then, are you sleeping eight hours a day? I never liked how hard you pushed yourself, so I hope you rest well.

I’m almost home, so I should end this letter here. I don’t know which number this letter is, still no answer, I guess Manatsu is treating you well…maybe too well.

Though I don’t mind if you don’t reply, I know you read them all, maybe more than once.

I miss you.

And yeah, I’m a fool for leaving you. But I still think it was the right thing to do.

Take care Rena, you will always be my favorite princess, the only one.

With love,

Kumi

To: Kumi-chan
From: My silly princess

Hey there, Kumi-chan 🙋

I am doing well, thank you ☺

I do have some issues with trying to fall asleep when I am alone, but I am still keeping the promise and getting the so much needed eight hours, well, sometimes seven, so no worries ✅

I am watching a different show now from last time, it has more mystery than the previous one and the cliffhangers are the best! ‼‼

The weather is nice, it feels finally like spring 😊

Rain always reminds me of you… I especially remember that one time when you were scared of thunder and ran from your floor to mine, knocked hastily on the door – thank heavens Jurina was out on a trip with Yui-chan – and when I opened it, I was blasted into a wall by a scared you. Then we ended up in my bed, me holding you in my arms and calming you down by singing random songs. I know it made you forget the storm 😏

I dream of you too much and you know that but my dream past night had nothing to do with you, I dreamt of intermingled families of my relatives and that was a bit creepy… I understood nothing of that dream and realized I would rather dream of you and wake up in pain because you are not in my arms anymore than have weird dreams that make no sense to me… 😔

I miss your kisses, those slow sensual ones, or when we suddenly kiss so passionately and wildly, that even Muffin used to run and hide in another room, I guess he also does not like PDA 😂

I miss you, I need you, I love you… I am dating Manatsu and I am happy, but you know you are always on my mind and I will never forget you 💖

You are MY fool, my baka Kumi-chan 😍

With lots of kisses,

Your Silly Princess 👸

To: My silly princess
From: Kumi-chan

Yea, I’m a fool.

You have no idea how happy I am right now, even my coworkers noticed the change after I read your letter! I wasn’t expecting anything honestly but I’m smiling like a fool since early morning.

Do you really had to remind me of that stormy day!? And my fear of thunders!!! Ahhh that was an embarrassing day because I’m sure the others saw me running like crazy to your apartment with Muffin going after me. And really, at that time I didn’t even care if your imouto was around or not! Though, honestly, the point here is, thunderstorms became my favorite after that day we were trapped inside my car.

Do you remember that night? The storm was heavy and we decided to wait till it slowed down, we talked about everything till that thunder hit close and of course I jumped on you. I have to be honest, it wasn’t only my fear of thunders, I wanted to hug you so badly, to have you close to me and I needed an excuse…. -specially after those dreams I never told you about-…. I got lost in your eyes and that kiss, slow at first and then, before we knew it, it became wild and I remember the change in your eyes, I desired you as much as you desired me. I don’t remember how exactly we ended up on the back seat but I do remember the taste of your skin, your soft lips, and the sound of your voice, that sensual sweet and sexy voice and I even remember the taste of you….

It was the perfect storm.

And again I’m remembering things I shouldn’t.

How is Muffin? I bet he hates mommy for leaving him behind. I couldn’t take him to The States, my building doesn’t allow pets and I have to admit that I’m lonely without him.

I’m lonely without you…

Guess what, I had lunch with my boss. We were talking about the next business trip and somehow, out of nowhere he asked if I had someone I missed back home….and I said yes…. We talked about Muffin, I miss that ball of fur.

You should stop dreaming of me! Is hard to work when all I do is sneeze!

Does Muffin still hide in another room when he sees PDA? I hope he is biting Manatsu’s leg. OK, I shouldn’t say that…I’m sorry, I know she is a nice girl and she takes care of you well…

I should go sleep now, it’s past my bedtime and my head hurts a little.

Don’t tease Manatsu too much and stop thinking about me. I don’t deserve it, not after what I did. So I’ll settle with being just your friend.

You don’t have any idea how much I want to say those three words…but I promised to myself I wouldn’t say them again…..

Ahhh maybe one last time…

Just three words…..

I…..am sleepy.

Have a great day Rena.

With love,

Kumi

-no title- (Nobunaga x Gekikara)

Posted on 2016 October 16, Sunday by sakuradroplet

Matsui Rena has long forgotten her name or last name. No one has ever addressed her other than Gekikara for ten years now. Well, not that she really cared about it. Her sanity was far gone, glimmers of it only appeared with Ooshima Yuuko present. She missed her mentor greatly and the sorrow in her heart never went away. On the contrary, it turned into more viciousness and craziness, making Gekikara the most formidable fighter in the city. Other than Maeda Atsuko, that is. However, the so feared Yuuko-san’s successor was in jail for quite a few years, which wasn’t really such a bad thing, considering Takahashi-san frequently visited the Maji female in her cell. Whatever happened during those visits, no one knew, well, no proof was ever-present even if they did.

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D-7. Muffin

Posted on 2016 October 2, Sunday by sakuradroplet

[A block of flats in a random street in Nagoya, not any different from any other apartment block. A building of twenty storeys, renovated and with a nice garden and parking lot next to it. Its inhabitants of course are a bit more interesting than your usual crowd, thus our story will be centered around them. Not all, but some particular floors and flats. First, let’s peak into their everyday lives, to get to know them.]

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Rekindle The Flame

Posted on 2016 September 7, Wednesday by sakuradroplet

A/n. Thanks to Misaki gurl for a perfect quote that made me have a title instantly xD this is so random guys but seriously, despite the certain tsundere being super mega tsundere, I still have faith in this ship… Just so you know, this is all a fantasy and I really hope Jurina is not having these depressing thoughts that I will write in here… Oh, and this story is obviously for Misaki, and really, for all those wMatsui shippers who, like Jaqueline said to me, felt like this ship was sinking faster than a Titanic… Well, let me bring you an Ice Age, so this ship can be pulled out of the water together with the whole iceberg that brought it down in the first place. Keep believing, folks!

*drops le story*

*runs away*

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SAKU-CHAN’S 48G BIAS RANKING. 2016 May

Posted on 2016 May 24, Tuesday by sakuradroplet

A/n. So last time I did this and was excited with the results. Now, a lot of people announced graduations/graduated since then and thus here is my updated ranking. I am not including the graduated ones or those who announced graduations. Let’s be fair this time, nee? This time the commentary will be not as long well unless the member was not talked about last time ^^; And the special mentions are done in no particular order, just so you know ^^

P.S. THIS IS SOLELY ENTIRELY MY OPINION. You do not have to agree with it, but please refrain from commenting negativity about the members.

(WARNING, LONG TEXT INCOMING. MIGHT not be AS LONG as last time.)

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Checkmate. Chapter F

Posted on 2016 April 21, Thursday by sakuradroplet

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“You have a visitor.” The security guard announced while opening Jurina’s cell. Ignoring her nonchalant expression, he put on the handcuffs on her outstretched hands and shoved her out of the cell, leading her to the visiting room.

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Unspoken Feelings. Part 5

Posted on 2016 March 12, Saturday by sakuradroplet

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A/n. Hello, dear readers~ Um, I know this update is way way WAYYYYYYYYY too late, nd I have no excuses, other than procrastination… I hope you guys enjoy this. This is a late Birthday present to Bunny, kinda ^^; I am just glad I was finally able to update this and cannot wait for the last part which will be very….HEATED.

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SAKU-CHAN’S 48G BIAS RANKING. 2016 January

Posted on 2016 January 29, Friday by sakuradroplet

A/n. This list was done BEFORE Umeda Ayaka announced officially her graduation. I am not removing her and not replacing her with anyone because I love her that much and honestly think she deserves mentioning. Obviously other graduates deserve that too, what with Ripopo, Mariyagi and Nakkii affecting me greatly, or 48G pillars such as Takamina and Sae affecting all of us and 48G. However, that is for another post on some of the graduates that I might make in the future. For now, have fun reading.

P.S. THIS IS SOLELY ENTIRELY MY OPINION. You do not have to agree with it, but please refrain from commenting negativity about the members.

(WARNING, LONG TEXT INCOMING.)

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2015 in review

Posted on 2015 December 30, Wednesday by sakuradroplet

The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2015 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

The concert hall at the Sydney Opera House holds 2,700 people. This blog was viewed about 8,400 times in 2015. If it were a concert at Sydney Opera House, it would take about 3 sold-out performances for that many people to see it.

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Protected: Your Fear Is…? |Chapter 4|

Posted on 2015 December 15, Tuesday by sakuradroplet

Random Quick Scribbles 2

Posted on 2015 November 19, Thursday by sakuradroplet

Slipping into skinny jeans and a tank top I glance at the round object on the wall. It is soon midnight and I am supposed to be sleeping, and the hand showing seconds is moving with a ‘tick‘ in accordance to my anxiousness. My tosses and turns in bed were useless and I was hopelessly trying to change sleeping position, pillow or covers. So here I am, putting on my favorite grey hoodie and hopping into my track sneakers. Grabbing phone and earphones I open the window of my bedroom and hop out, feeling glad I live on the first floor. Once my favorite music blasts into my ears, I start jogging without destination, just to clear my head off of everything. Star-glittered sky and as ever bright moon watching over my every step accompany me as I sprint along the pathway to the park, not being afraid of empty streets or dark shadowy corners. After all, black is my second nature and when you have a thing for a certain rat-like person, nothing scares you anymore. Just the thought that you could have changed something in the past that could have prevented you from losing that person…forever… I shake my head and speed up, dashing forward and tossing the uneasy thoughts out of my head.

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Her eyes scanned the area, trying to spot anything unusual or out of place. Green tall walls made out of branches and unknown flowers surrounded the girl everywhere she turned. It was as if this maze had no escape, as if it led nowhere but to the same spot every time the girl made a turn. Nothing showed where to go or where to turn and it was not like she had a map of this place. What made her come to this hexed spot in the first place was known only to her, yet it was also a very vague thought that provoked this happening. Here was the last time a huge brawl came through way before things stood to their places. Gun-fires and sword-fights, fistfights and cussing exchanges… The girl could not even count the losses on her fingers, as she haven’t had enough, for the death numbers were immensely large. She wanted to blame the onion eating man for everything that happened – only a few knew he was her so called father – but she knew better than to do that. If only she could find what she was looking for in this endless maze… She needed the lack of saltiness in her life to be seized. She needed to be refilled with enormous amounts of it, and there was only one person who could make that happen… Where was the question at hand and she started running, while tears streamed down her beautiful face. Even if she was to die from starvation, she would keep looking for her until her last breath.

My Kuchi Utsushi Butler. Chapter 5

Posted on 2015 November 17, Tuesday by sakuradroplet

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A/n. Hello, guys~ So, as some of you probably know, AKBlasphemy48 got shut down. I just wanted to say thank you to Max for giving us opportunity to enjoy the freedom of posting and reading a fanfiction of no boundaries, for as long as it lasted.

Now, since this is something my fans probably love the most out of everything I posted there (aside from A.L.I.V.E. fanfic, which you can find on AKB Fanfics on JPH!P forum), I am re-posting this fanfic of mine, called My Kuchi Utsushi Butler, or MKUB for short. Hope you enjoy, re-enjoy and be patient while I work on the next update (which is Chapter 6 and a SMUT *grins*)